Do you ever feel unable?
I make lists in my head of all the things I want to do... all the places I want to live... want to see. I get overwhelmed at my own ambition and inability all at the same time.
I want to be an artist... but not in one way but in so many ways. I want to paint, draw, sing, act, dance write... and of course take pictures. I want to play instruments.
I want to travel... everywhere
I want to live... anywhere and everywhere
I want to blog my thoughts and I want them to be deep (though coming from me... it's not going to happen).
I want to cook from scratch everyday. I want to be healthy...eat healthy. I want to have a six pack and no muffin top.
I want to help people. I want to make a difference. I want to be playful and serious.
Is it so much to ask to do and be everything? Is it so much to ask that I can be all... alas yes.
But I have yet to figure out what to give up... Then again I am not really trying. I am now just trying to be passable at a few anyway...
Is she going to be writing again? My mind wonders. Oh I hope so!
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